Chasing Butterflies in Heaven

“O Lord, what a variety of things You have made!
    In wisdom you have made them all.
    The earth is full of Your creatures.” Psalm 104

This girl came to live with us in a very crucial time in my life. We were empty nesters. My career had shifted dramatically. I needed a fresh start.

Belle (so named because her husband was Elvis, and clearly he would want a Memphis Belle) taught me something every day. We invested in each other. I bought her good food, and she became my personal trainer, pulling me up hills and challenging me to walk more often. 

“Just ask the animals, and they will teach you.
    Ask the birds of the sky, and they will tell you.” Job 12

She snuggled and comforted me in times of grief, and yipped and played during times of celebration. She wiped my tears of sadness and helped me be still when I needed to rest. If I sat for too long she would bark at me and tap my leg. (She would also do this if she wanted the food I was eating.) She loved popcorn, a good scone (or a bad one), enjoyed a tri-tip or two, and even liked broccoli!

Her protection was not as fierce or intimidating as Elvis’s had been, but I pity anyone who would have tried to bring me harm. If you were a friend and not a foe, Belle loved you, even if you didn’t love her… especially if you didn’t love her… She considered it her personal mission to make everyone a dog person. 

Every morning, I would get up, pour my coffee, and settle in my comfy chair for quiet time and the sunrise. After a few minutes, I would hear her toenails clicking on the tile. She sat at my feet until I patted the chair beside me. And she didn’t sit next to me; she sat on me. (She was NOT a little girl for much of her adult life.) This always reminded me that God’s mercies are new every morning. 

She seemed almost human sometimes. In fact, one time, she was being especially naughty, and I caught myself saying, “Would you please act like a normal human being?” Apparently, somewhere along the way, I forgot she was actually a dog.

Animals may not reflect characteristics of God, but as we studied the faithfulness of God yesterday, it reminded me of the faithfulness of my baby girl dog. She was faithful to her last day. God’s faithfulness never ends.

“The Lord is good to everyone.
    He showers compassion on all his creation.” Psalm 145

Belle was part of His creation. He cared about her even more than I ever could. I imagine her chasing butterflies and Frisbees in Heaven now, drinking from a stream next to a bear, and lying down next to a lion at nap time. 

It is excruciating to let go, but that is part of life here on earth. My sweet puppy… you will forever have a place in my heart. 


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Published by Keri Willis

My name is Keri Willis. I am a semi-retired educator. I spent a great deal of my career working with adults with developmental disabilities and many years in elementary education, in the classroom and as an administrator. My main ministry now is coordinating the women’s ministry for our church in San Diego, CA. I have been married thirty-four years and have two grown and married children. I now have a head of full grey hair and good ideas. I believe we are created to use our gifts and to be creative. That comes in many forms for me. I love to woodwork and use power tools, design, decorate, garden, and create new recipes. And I love to write. One major lesson I have learned in my writing journey is that I need to be still and listen to hear God’s voice before I am prepared to put into words the message he has instilled in my heart. This has been much easier since I am no longer working full time, but it is so easy to get distracted and not listen, which almost always ends with an empty page in the form of writer’s block. While I have written many articles for newsletters and local newspapers, I did not consider myself a writer until I self-published my first book, Teapots and Power Tools. https://www.amazon.com/Teapot.../dp/1466458763/ref=sr_1_3... The idea emerged as I was working on a project in my garage. I had worship music playing, power tools out and saw dust flying. I glanced up and saw my delicate teapot sitting on my router table. The message was clear. Sometimes we are using the power tools God gives us and sometimes he just wants us to be still and have tea with him. The book became the foundation for a women’s retreat, and then my amazing niece helped me work through publishing it on Create Space (now KDP). At least five other projects are in different stages of production. I joined hope*writers to help motivate me and keep me focused and accountable. I am still trying to figure out the whole website and blog thing. That is my next goal for myself; that and finish writing at least one of my projects! Teapots and Power Tools: Effectively using the tools God has equipped you with, while taking time to “Be Still and Know That He is God”

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